8.01.2005

Tastes like burning...

So. Yeah. I'm still furious, but it's not so much about Big anymore, it's me.

I'm furious for falling for the bullshit.

He's a man-whore. Only he was a man whore that didn't put out. Yeah, I'd get snuggles and shit, but only enough for "gas to visit his family" or some other such bullshit.

Did I mention the other girl is 17 years old? Yeah, his baby sister's friend.

The whole thing is pretty sick. I feel sick because of it. I need to start dating older men because I AM a younger woman, dammit!

Note the use of the word "men." Instead of "guys" or "boys" because I'm sick of "guys" and "boys" I NEED A MAN!

Not for so much uh..emotional stuff.

I need to get laid. Like, royally laid. And believe me, I will blog the hell out of it if it ever happens. ;)