These are a dead woman's treats!

Ok, so now I'm back at square one, wondering exactly what I did- how many hearts did I break in a past life to deserve this. It's been maybe three days since I've heard from Aiden. I mean ANYTHING- e-mails, calls... nothin.

I hate to sound like I'm preaching from the book, but seriously. If a guy likes someone, I mean REALLY likes them and at least has a minimal amount of desire to be in a relationship with her (or him!) then won't he at least make SOME kind of contact effort? I know- things get crazy and hectic- I KNOW THIS. I have a crazy and hectic life, too. I work full time AND I am a full time student- but I still have enough time to leave yet another message on his machine- "Hey, just wondering what you're doing... guess I'll talk to you later... bye." Instead of wasting my time and his valuable answering machine message time- why doesn't he just come out and say that he's not fucking interested!? Why am I supposed to just "assume" things? The last time he pulled this- here he comes, calling, sorry, yeah, it's been busy... blah blah. I can appreciate this, but the last time I thought he was frickin' dead. (Armed security job, blah blah) I think it's too early in whatever-we-have-right-now for me to assume and put faith in him. This sucks.

A lot.

((By the way- please note that today is Tuesday- conceivably the only day in a week wherre we can plan time together. When we have no-call/no-shows at work- we fire them. Bastard.))